Where do I go?
To Jesus!
Also...fun family time, travel - (try exploring your own state like a tourist, it's a blast), community service, college, the movies and dusting off my ambitions and dreams! When you're free, the sky's the limit.
Victorian sky
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A JW wants to know where we go when we leave the society
by Madame Quixote ini told him about few things we do.
maybe some of you could add to this at: .
http://www.jamaat.net/jforum/viewtopic.php?p=4682#4682 .
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Why shouldn't I be a JW?
by AirDuster inhi, i am brand new to these forums.
i have been reading some stuff for a while from here and other websites.
i feels totally crazy being a member now.
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Hi Airduster, welcome to the board! In answer to your question, for me it was the following:
1) The lack of love - the climate of condemnation, judging, guilt trips and the message - you will die, die, die if you don't do xy&z. I was afraid of Jehovah, I didn't love him and I never thought he loved me, I just wasn't good enough, and where was Jesus in all this? - now I know my God and my Lord, I am approved, loved and they are pleased with me, I never knew that as a JW. Also on the surface there is warmth and love but the second you think, act, speak or do anything contrary to their belief, make no mistake, you will be cut off, that happened to my mom and It hurt me to see the way she was treated like dirt by family and 'The friends'. And years later, it happened to me.
2) I was miserable! - For being part of the happiest people on earth, I was so sad, trying hard to do everything they asked and it was never enough. I saw the faith and joy of Christians and I began to wonder, how was that possible without the 'truth'?
3) My doubts - I just woke up one morning and had to face them. At the time, I was a reg.pioneer and scared to death. I never read anything 'apostate' or spoke to a former JW. I just knew in my heart and soul that I didn't believe that God would wipe out the majority of the earth's population just so that I and a few others could live in paradise. I hated the Armageddon pictures. I hated the gleeful way 'The friends' would watch the news and hope for the end. I thought, I'm not hoping for my non-JW family to die, I don't want the 'worldly' kids next door to die. It took me 5 years to finally leave because I didn't want to face the fact that it never was, never will be 'The truth'.
I wish you happiness and peace, God Bless - V Sky
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Pressured
by mjs mouse, ben injw memorial is coming up, i told myself i'm not going this year, having a mother a couple brothers and two sisters still "in" all pressuring me to attend, saying things like "this may be the last memorial b4 the end", you've heard the spiel before.....crap like that is putting a lot a pressure on me this year, wish they would just stop it and worry about their own crappy lives!
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I feel your pain my friend. The first memorial I missed, sorry to say, I lied to my mom and said I was going to another friend's congregation. I was too scared to just tell her the truth. The next year, I was newly married and my mom insisted that my husband and I go with her, that we're being selfish and not thinking about the family. By this time, we're Christians and we said, thank you for the invite but no. We went to our first Easter celebration instead. We were stunned by the difference. There was so much joy and the emphasis was not on the memorial talk - 'Jesus is dead and you'll be dead soon unless you do what we say!' It was a message of hope and the emphasis was 'Jesus has risen and he loves you'. So the 3rd memorial we missed, my husband's mom sent us a guilt letter, telling us that we're disrespecting Christ by not going, we didn't respond to the usual judging, condemnation, you better go pressure, we went to another Easter instead, read the bible, went out to lunch, just enjoyed the family time. This is our 4th memorial and no invitation yet, if any one dares we'll invite them to Church! One year my brother went and he was so uncomfortable, said it was depressing, that there was just nothing for him there. Sorry to say, the gb don't care about you, they care about their numbers. Wish you all the best - V Sky.
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U.N. Scandal Clarfications Please.
by lowden insince i joined the forum a short while ago i was confronted by the above scandal, hadn't known about it , haven't been in touch with anything to do with the org for a while.
so i've read all the posts and questions and i think iget the drift, but what i want to kno now is why did they do it?
i hear their excuse of the library card, but that's obviously a load of tosh.
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DOZY- Do apostates offer any real alternative to a worship of Jehovah based around an association with Jehovah’s witnesses?
No. Apostates simply wish to destroy the faith of active JWs. If they then decide to worship trees , pray to the Devil or build an idol of Benny Hill and bow down - great. The key word is “freedom” - as used in Genesis 3. The aim is to break down & destroy rather than build up. Oh Dozy, you are in my prayers. I love active JWs too much to let them live, 'lives of quiet desperation', in an organization based on lies. Sorry, I can't just walk away, not when people are suffering under the guise of a religion. Just to clarify, yes my life is dedicated to 'destroying' the faith in the WTS not in God, big difference, get your facts straight. Also, you'd like to think it's about the freedom in Genesis 3, everyone here has their own views and that's their perrogative and I don't put anyone down for it. I'm a Christian and I'm talking about the freedom in Galations 5, verse 1 - 'So Christ has truly set you free. Now make sure that you stay free.' verse 13, 'For you have been called to live in freedom...use your freedom to serve one another in love.' That's what I intend to do. Give active JWs all the love they aren't getting in that cold organization and I'm not going to stop helping free as many as I can for Christ. - God Bless, V-Sky
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I registered to vote
by NewYork44M inon saturday i had to get my driver's license.
the clerk asked if i wanted to register, and i took her up on the offer.
i have often thought about joining the ranks of voters but never felt strong enough about an issue to go through the process.
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Cool New York! Good for you. I voted for the first time during the 2000 election for Gore as prez and Hillary as Senator of NY, It was exhilarating, For the first time, I enjoyed watching election results, knowing that I played a tiny part. Ironically, I didn't stop attending meetings until 2003! Voted again in 2004, I feel like a pro now! Don't like the current administration at all so I can't wait for 2008, hope the democrats or independants can bring it.
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Everybody welcome Anneshirley new member!
by mkr32208 inmy wife finally joined!
her user name is anneshirley!
everyone make her feel welcome please!
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Huge, warm, welcome AnneShirely! Love your name and where it's from. Enjoy the forum, it's been a lifesaver for us. As LM Montgomery says 'tomorrow is fresh with no mistakes in it.' Glad you're here. - V Sky
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"Crash" - the movie
by Billygoat inhas anyone seen this movie?
what were your thoughts on it?.
i just saw it last night for the first time.
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One of the best movies I've ever seen, The writer had a lot of guts. It deserved every award, esp best picture.
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Questions You'd Like To Ask DOZY & Does Dozy have enough faith to answer?
by whyizit indozy seems to be okay with the un deal.
i've got some relatively simple questions that i would like answered from the bible, by dozy!
if dozy has enough faith to do it.. i would like to see one verse from the bible that actually says jesus & michael the archangel are one and the same.
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Interesting post, very curious what dozy has to say about the deaths of those who refused organ transplants and vaccinations based on WTS misguidance. I told a JW who came to my door that I was raised a JW and my bible trained conscience would not allow me to remain a part of a blood guilty organization like the WTS. She was shocked, what did i mean? I told her about people dying for no biblical reason because they obeyed the WTS about org trans and vacc. Her reply? They'll be rewarded for their faith in the ressurection! I told her faith in who and what? If God and the bible didn't ask this of them, then who did? She said the FDS, so I said, so the JWs faith was in men, that's why they died or were df'ed if they didn't obey. She had no reply so what do you say dozy? People died, do you get that? And when the blood issue is reversed quietly and cowardly like they change everything else, what about all the people and children who died? The gb's motto should be: So much bloodguilt, so little time!
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Life Outside the Witnesses
by jgnat ina newbie poster reminded me that jw's considering an exit may not be fully informed of their choices.
what is life like on the outside, and is such a life worth following?.
i'll post a summary of my lifestyle and choices in a minute, but i thought i'd at least get the thread started.
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jgnat, great post,
What makes you happy now? God, my family, being alive, chocolate, books, movies, travel and music.
In a typical week, what kind of community or social interactions do you engage in, and what percentage of your time does it take? Depends, we go to church on Sundays, belong to a JW outreach ministry and volunteer for American Red Cross disaster relief, so i'd say 30% of our time.
Did your financial situation degrade or improve after leaving the society? Definately improved, I went to college, got a degree and started my own business, my husband just went back to school and recently graduated after suffering through minimum wage jobs so he's doing much, much better too. Our view of work has changed. We're pursuing our dreams, passions and ambitions without guilt and the thought of what will the elders, JW family & friends think? Also, now we know that God wants us to be happy and the best way to honor him is to become a blessing to others.
If you are single, what qualities do you look for in a date? Happily married, saw enough miserable JW marriages to put me off the whole thing. My husband treats me like an equal partner and we work together as a team.
If you have a partner, what are the most important principles you try and bring in to the relationship? Unconditional love, tenderness and honesty.
If you have a family, what are the most important principles you try and instill in your children, as their parent? No kids yet, we're working on it!
What guides do you use for your personal moral compass, if any? (It could be a book, concept, religion or quote) The Bible, our Church home, the ministries of Joel Osteen from Lakewood Church in Houston and Bob Coy of Calvary Chapel Fort Lauderdale really helped us, refreshingly positive and inspiring.
P.S. I like this post. It's funny that anyone would think that JWs leaving are uniformed, when I got baptized as a witness when I was a teenager, I missed the fine print about cutting off your friends and family if they don't conform, I had no clue that people were grilled during JC's (heard all the horror stories, never sat through one thank God), I didn't know that they were just another religion that didn't help people nearly as much as they boast, I wasn't informed of what real life would be like in the org, I didn't know that I would be far happier without them and their gazillion man made rules, I love my Christian freedom and I wish anyone doubting all that God has for them - love and life in abundance. - God Bless, V-Sky
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Wow that UN scandal really DOES work wonders
by osmosis ini'm totally amazed.
i gave that un report to my (hardcore jw to the extreme max, but in a nice way) aunt, and she didn't speak of it for several days.
when she said nothing, i knew i'd gotten somewhere.. today she finally spoke up.
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os, hope your aunt wakes up, all the best.